she don’t know how much I like her.
she don’t know how much she means to me.
she dont know how much I think about her.
she just don’t know.
I wish she did.
I wish I could tell her.
I wish I could hold her, and tell her how special she is, and how beautiful she really is.
I wanna show her off to the whole world.
I wanna be able to hold her hand and make her feel like she’s the only girl in the world.
I wanna be the reason she smiles.
I wanna be the reason she’s happy.
i wanna flourish her with my undying love.
I wanna make her laugh by being stupid or cracking pointless jokes.
I wanna take her to dinner, buy her clothes or anything she wants.
I wanna take a walk on the beach with her.
I wanna take her fishing, ride roller coasters with her until we puke, eat junk food with her until we’re sick and laugh with her until we cry.
I wanna randomly show up at her door with her favorite flowers and hug her, and never let go.
I wanna take her on trips, anywhere she wants to go.
I wanna write her a song and sing it to her.
I wanna listen to our songs together and watch her smile.
I wanna kiss her lips.
I wanna kiss her always-red cheeks.
I want her all to myself.
I don’t care how selfish that may sound.
no one will ever understand.
I’m not myself without her.
I don’t smile when I’m not talkin to her.
I hate fighting with her.
I try SO hard to be perfect for her.
and God as my witness I’ll keep trying.
I’ll try until there’s nothing left of me.
she’s beautiful,
she’s perfect,
she’s amazing,
she’s sexy,
she’s hilarious,
she’s flawless,
she’s kind.
her personality is by far the best.
her laugh is adorable, her voice sounds like a choir of angels.
she makes me smile just by being herself.
she gives me chills when she says my name. I get butterflies when I think about her.
she knows me better then i know myself.
but… she’s not mine.
I wish she was.
I’m not complaining, no.
she’s my best friend.
a best friend I’ve always had feelings for, and that will never change.
she’s so lovely.
I wish I could somehow get her to fall for me again.
but I understand why she won’t.
who would fall for me?
I wish I could give us one more chance.
just one more.
I wouldn’t fuck it up.
I’d try to make it work.
I’d go visit her, spend time with her face to face.
we’d do all the things we always talked about doing.
I’d love her unconditionally.
you see, my days are numbered.
but I’d spend every single day i had left on her.
thats how much she means to me…

but, I’m just a nobody.